my remedy

she definitely has that walk down.
that “I look like I just came back from doing something really important” walk.

it’s ok to admit when you can’t. I wouldn’t look down upon that. but what i would look down upon is those who say they can and are lying to themselves and fail.  

I wish you didn’t make things so difficult.

this is the reason why I never deleted my myspace account. i love these memories <3

from rockaela aguirre 

back in freshman year hahaha

Dearest bitch kayla,

I’m here to tell you & the world all about & of you (= when I first met you & Alisha I didn’t realize you guys were twins :< Okay, any who that doesn’t have to do with anything~ So I remember on the first day of school when I discovered that I had 5th & 7th period with you. At first I was happy to see you & Jazzy in my class, until… You got in trouble for not passing the markers, HAHA. The next day all three of us got seperated )= & then eventually I found my way sitting next to you :D Bitch, we have the silliest of times.. In bed, HAHA. Fifth period we never fail to make fools of ourselves by freaking out when it’s 11:11, but luckily by explaining it to the class, mrs. foultz & the subsitute teacher: we don’t get in trouble for it (= & I love how after every wish you nod your head & say “okay” & I clap twice. Gurl, you know that class is never a dull one whether its us getting in trouble or you know who getting her flirt on with all the boys in our class, LOLOL. & it’s always fun to eat the remainder of your lunch that you didn’t eat in fourth period (= but there are days when we can just be ridiculous, like that day where there was the peanut butter & jelly sandwhich incident if you know what I mean; Those of you that don’t, you’re lucky geese~ but fifth period is only the start of our odd days. Seventh period, also another awfully entertaining class with you (= So for those of you who aren’t Kayla, you should know that after discussing it on aim, Kayla & I decided that we were going to do good in Spanish class & pay attention so we wouldn’t get bad grades right? & so far I think we’re doing pretty swell :D we’re on a roll with bringing the spanish book to class, & today on our group exam, we passed :D but Kayla likes to share brains when it comes to having her actividades hahah, but we all share brains every so often (= & we always get in trouble fifth period for it. But any who, Kayla is bomb as hayl for not getting mad at me when I take 3 months to write back. Almost everytime I got to class she’ll ask if I wrote back & when I say “I forgot” or something along those lines, she’ll just laugh along (= she doesn’t chop my fingers off to throw at middle schoolers, she just laughs :> Almost half of the conversations I have with Kayla are about QT’s especially at Morse, hahah shoooot. But above all that, even if its cliche this bitch is a stupendous friend (= SHE WILL DIG IN THE TRASH, for your letters. & just for the sake of it I’ll be like Kayla & I’ll tell you the story of that in detail, haha. Okay so it was seventh period & at first we were excited to hear that we had a sub, till we found out that it was a very jerk sub. -.-” but any who, she had Holly’s letter out on the desk, all folded up nice & neat; but when the sub came around & told her to throw it away, so she tried to be slick & stash it in her “pocketo” but he said “crumple it!!~” & so she did & he handed her the trash can right? & in my head I’m thinking “shooot who you is?!?!” but anways, & so for the remainder of the period she really tried to find reasons to get up & find it in the trash can, but the sub kept turning around. So at the end of class, as brave as she is, she asked me to go with her back to ask the sub if she can get it. She’s crazy right? I mean really, this sub was mean. & so he let her & there she went, trash digging. But I love her for that (= even if it wasn’t my letter. But digging in the trash? That is… CLAP CLAP CLAP DIRTY!!~ We’re still working on extending that hand shake thing, because our hand shake thing for “CLEAN” is long. There are alot of times when I say “Only Kayla would…” because there are some out of nowhere things that she does that honestly, no one else would do. Like only Kayla would be unaware that shes “saying hello to the world” with some of her shirts, HAHA. & Only Kayla would ask a certain someone about their shoes, how mean right? (= Oh & I almost forgot! There was this one time where we went pee in stalls right next to eachother… Stalls in the boys bathroom, hahah. It was because we were too scared to pee in the girls bathroom when there was a scary janitor in it. So as you can see, any moment with Kayla, is NOT dull whatsoever; & because of that I love MY bitch (=

Sincerely,

YOUR Skank~

greeaaat

 now that my brother actually cares about what his hair looks like I can’t find my brush and have to wait to use the straightener. 

i hate how you always make me feel like such a fool for liking you so much.

I just now realized that the HALLS cough drops I’ve been using have a pep talk on each wrapper “you’ve survived tougher days” “tough is your middle name” “march forward” “put a little strut in it” “go get it” “it’s yours for the taking” and more!

to achieve greatness don’t be intimidated. just know that it’s possible.